just days after posting here of how i thought you were the one, and how i've missed every inch of you.. why? what happened to us? we used to be so perfect and the whole univerese witnessed and was very envious of how the slightest touch and looks we both give each other, can summarize the feelings more deeper than love itself. it was almost like God sealed that your hands will only hold mine, and we have owned our path to eternity. the whole world was behind us through our struggles, it's at its happiest when we are happy, and at its lowest when we both hurt. everyone couldn't help but feel loved as well, when we pass by, and we never cease to paint smiles on their faces, because they know, we show.. your wholeness,everything you are made of and out of lingers to all my senses and all senses possible, even those that i can only imagine, but then again, i've memorized your entirety and every curve, angle, and mistakes you have, so i will no longer be lost and imagination is of no use anymore.. try as i might to repress this feelings, too much pride and exhausted of asking why, i will admit, to you, now, that you're the only one i can ever let my heart love, the only one who will deal with my imperfections, yes i know some people can do that but you are the only person to whom i will show them. meeting, seeing, being and loving you are the only right things i did. you have me by all means existing. like perseus to achilles, you gave me peace in my lifetime of war. it's always been you. please don't put my pleas to waste. don't do this. don't prove my inner demons right. do not give me a reason to be the nothing that i used to be before you saw me as all shiny and new. i will always be made for you, you said that, i believed you. and i will, if you will remind me.. hush me darling. carress this fears and doubts away, brush my hair once again with your fingers as it comforts my weary heart, whisper in my ears and tell my soul to be still.. forever will never be just a word, but a reality, so let it not stop, at any cost, not anywhere, not now nor tomorrow, not ever..

ever thine..

ever mine..

ever ours..